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Mortality Counselor
The first thing you MUST Understand-I am a person of Great Faith. I have made huge changes in my life based on deep consideration and prayer. To others it has probably seemed like it was spontaneous and risky. Great Change IS risky-unless you have Deep Faith. I mean the kind of Faith that Changes the WORLD. Some who don't Know me well would probably laugh at that.
That's a Great Problem for me.
Great Problems REQUIRE Great Change, and I am going to be making some changes in my future. To some people these changes will seem sudden and thoughtless. I am certain this will also be a painful process. It already has been for me.
And that is something else you need to understand. There is nothing sudden in this. When I think on the moments in my life that lead up to this, I KNOW BEYOND DOUBT that there is a GREAT SOMETHING Beyond Us and Within Us; It is the Great Creator who goes by many Names and Understandings and is not Bound by the Human Mind; that I have been given Divine Direction in such a way as only Those who Believe can Understand ,that All Creatures, being created Individually, Understand their Existence in different ways; it is well as long as They Believe in Something, that Tolerance, not Understanding nor Agreement, is NECESSARY for Peace, and that I want to Use the Gifts I have been Blessed with to make this a better Plane of Existence for ALL.
I have had a very different Understanding of this Plane than most Individuals. My Grandpa made it a point that I had at least some Understanding of the Way People work inside, and Grandma Taught me to CARE for Them. My Dad taught me to take Great Leaps of Faith, that may not turn out the way we expect them to, but he also taught me that Great Value of Balance. Together they set examples of Deep Faith in the Beyond, Respect for ALL Things, Responsibility for the Self and Our Impact on Others, and the Great Value of Time and Soul Kinship.
Which is why I am making it a point to send this to You. There is a Kinship beyond Bloodlines, Marriage or even Experience. This is how I Feel about You. This Affection goes Beyond any Human connection. There is a Bond Between Us that I pray will not be broken by the changes to come. my life is an Open Book. Not everything has been or will be pleasant, but, having been through the hottest of flames already, I have the Faith of steel to see me through. I hope that the bond we have shared is Strong enough and True enough to overcome any obstacles of Disagreement.
I remember hearing vague rumors in school floating around and, instead of allowing the misunderstanding to continue, I went to those involved and asked direct questions. I see now how that has given me an Understanding of this Existence unusual to Others. It is this same kind of directness I expect from You. I do not ask You to Agree with Me. I do not even ask You to try to Understand. I only ask that You continue to Love me in the way that You have, and come to me with the Questions and concerns on Your heart.
And there will be Questions and Concerns. there always is when there is Change. I Understand that just as I Understand that the force that Created Me and Directed My Path so far, will continue to Care for Me and Bless me with Divine Grace, if I only continue to BELIEVE as I do. I have Experienced in Divine ways, some of the most Significant changes in Human Existence. Death is probably the most difficult of these. Processing Emotions is another. I have seen a Great NEED among People for someone who can lead them to Peace at times of Change. Who do the agnostics call on when they have need for the Sacred without full Understanding? How does a sermon about Jesus bring Healing to those who have no Faith in him?
I have been Called to use my Gifts in such a way as to live a life of Faith in this new world of Divine Question and technology. There has been no spontaneity in this decision, though it has only been these past few months that I have begun to Understand the Direction I MUST follow. I will not be broken by the laws of Humans, but I will bend. It is only the Direction of God that I Serve, and that Direction is to help other Appreciate and Understand the Value of this Existence.
That's a Great Problem for me.
Great Problems REQUIRE Great Change, and I am going to be making some changes in my future. To some people these changes will seem sudden and thoughtless. I am certain this will also be a painful process. It already has been for me.
And that is something else you need to understand. There is nothing sudden in this. When I think on the moments in my life that lead up to this, I KNOW BEYOND DOUBT that there is a GREAT SOMETHING Beyond Us and Within Us; It is the Great Creator who goes by many Names and Understandings and is not Bound by the Human Mind; that I have been given Divine Direction in such a way as only Those who Believe can Understand ,that All Creatures, being created Individually, Understand their Existence in different ways; it is well as long as They Believe in Something, that Tolerance, not Understanding nor Agreement, is NECESSARY for Peace, and that I want to Use the Gifts I have been Blessed with to make this a better Plane of Existence for ALL.
I have had a very different Understanding of this Plane than most Individuals. My Grandpa made it a point that I had at least some Understanding of the Way People work inside, and Grandma Taught me to CARE for Them. My Dad taught me to take Great Leaps of Faith, that may not turn out the way we expect them to, but he also taught me that Great Value of Balance. Together they set examples of Deep Faith in the Beyond, Respect for ALL Things, Responsibility for the Self and Our Impact on Others, and the Great Value of Time and Soul Kinship.
Which is why I am making it a point to send this to You. There is a Kinship beyond Bloodlines, Marriage or even Experience. This is how I Feel about You. This Affection goes Beyond any Human connection. There is a Bond Between Us that I pray will not be broken by the changes to come. my life is an Open Book. Not everything has been or will be pleasant, but, having been through the hottest of flames already, I have the Faith of steel to see me through. I hope that the bond we have shared is Strong enough and True enough to overcome any obstacles of Disagreement.
I remember hearing vague rumors in school floating around and, instead of allowing the misunderstanding to continue, I went to those involved and asked direct questions. I see now how that has given me an Understanding of this Existence unusual to Others. It is this same kind of directness I expect from You. I do not ask You to Agree with Me. I do not even ask You to try to Understand. I only ask that You continue to Love me in the way that You have, and come to me with the Questions and concerns on Your heart.
And there will be Questions and Concerns. there always is when there is Change. I Understand that just as I Understand that the force that Created Me and Directed My Path so far, will continue to Care for Me and Bless me with Divine Grace, if I only continue to BELIEVE as I do. I have Experienced in Divine ways, some of the most Significant changes in Human Existence. Death is probably the most difficult of these. Processing Emotions is another. I have seen a Great NEED among People for someone who can lead them to Peace at times of Change. Who do the agnostics call on when they have need for the Sacred without full Understanding? How does a sermon about Jesus bring Healing to those who have no Faith in him?
I have been Called to use my Gifts in such a way as to live a life of Faith in this new world of Divine Question and technology. There has been no spontaneity in this decision, though it has only been these past few months that I have begun to Understand the Direction I MUST follow. I will not be broken by the laws of Humans, but I will bend. It is only the Direction of God that I Serve, and that Direction is to help other Appreciate and Understand the Value of this Existence.
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