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Insanity
There are Moments when I can still hear THEM. The Reality that is THEY were in Truth worse than the horrible-enough scenes in the old movies. I bet if You Listen, You can here THEM even Now. The screams of the Lost. I cannot bear the Thought of what I would Become if I ever let such things come out of My mouth.
I close My eyes and I still See the Daemon barely contained by the straps that held It down in the room next to Mine. What absolute Terror seized Me when I KNEW that room only contained a Daemon locked in a strapped down Meat Puppet, yet I felt the wall between Us shake with a thump deeper than It's Soul. The only Thing louder was the wails of anOther Lost Soul wailing her lamentations that She had not killed her Offspring when She had the chance.
I have Known Daemons all My Life.
That's not True. I do not Remember Knowing any before I was five. And then I was Introduced to the Outside World, and I Discovered there are Things Beyond This Realm that are Beyond a Human Ability to Know and still Exist. And I Walked With Them until I Understood and then, My Mind became Locked.
And I Learned how to walk with Them and Cleanse My World of Them, and Ignore Their Greater Impact on Others. Then My Ability to Control My Own Thoughts was taken from Me. Knowing I still had more Here to do, I sought "help" from Others.
Who locked Me up with Daemons.
I close My eyes and still I can See THEIR sunken Eyes. The Ones who do not scream, but stand at the doors and watch Me are the worst. Their Meat Puppets are free to roam and I have heard the whispers of a Daemon who Breaths in the voices of the "Staff". It hurts My lungs to Breath in the Miasma which is this place. My Ears ring with a resounding roar of an ever growing cacophony of screams in My Own head aching to be Released, if only to cover the sounds withOut.
But I have walked Amongst Daemons before. And I have walked WITH God. My Meat Puppet is ready for the Battle; My Heart Races in Time with the Horror, My Muscles Tremble with Strength to Fight. I will Capture My Mind, My Memories, My Being. I will Know that My Fear is Real, and that, with Faith, I will again BE FREE.
I close My eyes and I still See the Daemon barely contained by the straps that held It down in the room next to Mine. What absolute Terror seized Me when I KNEW that room only contained a Daemon locked in a strapped down Meat Puppet, yet I felt the wall between Us shake with a thump deeper than It's Soul. The only Thing louder was the wails of anOther Lost Soul wailing her lamentations that She had not killed her Offspring when She had the chance.
I have Known Daemons all My Life.
That's not True. I do not Remember Knowing any before I was five. And then I was Introduced to the Outside World, and I Discovered there are Things Beyond This Realm that are Beyond a Human Ability to Know and still Exist. And I Walked With Them until I Understood and then, My Mind became Locked.
And I Learned how to walk with Them and Cleanse My World of Them, and Ignore Their Greater Impact on Others. Then My Ability to Control My Own Thoughts was taken from Me. Knowing I still had more Here to do, I sought "help" from Others.
Who locked Me up with Daemons.
I close My eyes and still I can See THEIR sunken Eyes. The Ones who do not scream, but stand at the doors and watch Me are the worst. Their Meat Puppets are free to roam and I have heard the whispers of a Daemon who Breaths in the voices of the "Staff". It hurts My lungs to Breath in the Miasma which is this place. My Ears ring with a resounding roar of an ever growing cacophony of screams in My Own head aching to be Released, if only to cover the sounds withOut.
But I have walked Amongst Daemons before. And I have walked WITH God. My Meat Puppet is ready for the Battle; My Heart Races in Time with the Horror, My Muscles Tremble with Strength to Fight. I will Capture My Mind, My Memories, My Being. I will Know that My Fear is Real, and that, with Faith, I will again BE FREE.
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